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Is happening in my life right now. I find it very hard to focus and even contemplate how to deal with emotionally. My father’s liver is slowly shutting down on him. He’s probably(most say definately) going to die.
I dont live in the same town as him, some would call everyday but I am still content with a weekly phone call and updates as they come. A part of me finds it hard to care that his expiring date is coming. I’ve shed so many tears for my father, nights i never thought he would return home only to wake up to him coming down from his adventurous night, many nights.
When he was diagnosed with cancer, and given a tentatively short time only to beat that down, 4 years now. Still he went on adventures. Now though, now things are grim. Now that his life has reached the edge and he is staring into the light of the mothership I find it hard to shed the tears. To move to action. What can I do?
Nothing. I can sit and wait, wait for the phone call that will tell me he has gone home. Then i will cry. I do not wish to shed more tears on a man who has been dead for many years of my life, and only recently decided he wants to live. I feel i can only continue with my life as his draws to a close. That is the only way i feel i can do right by him. There is no point telling him how much i love him now, he should know. Besides, what good does love do the dead?
If his mildly stable good health persists longer, i hope to go on a trip with him, one last trip, to Nelson. His “paradise” just for his soul, I would take time off, perhaps a week though the trip would be short, a day or two at most. I mused today about taking a leave of absence from work, move back home just to be closer, and maybe i should. Money doesn’t buy happiness, nor will money bring these last moments with my dad back.
He always said he would leave earth on his own terms, and that he never wanted to end up in a care home. Im afraid my father is weak, too weak to leave. But only the selfish commit suicide. Who does it benefit with him as he is now? My thoughts on this are too ambiguous, but i cant help but feel a little annoyed that his thoughts have changed. He wants to live, but no one (even himself) thinks that is a likely outcome. I suppose he is not suffering at least, i don’t think he is in pain.
I have nothing else to say, thank you for listening.
i guess i recorded an ice bucket challenge today after i got my wisdom teeth out ??
"I’M BLEEDING….. that’s okay i can still do it"
THIS IS MY FAVORITE VIDEO EVER
I have never laughed so hard in my life
As always feel free to add to this list of dares
TRYING THEM ALL
Things I could never, never do
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